I have no one to blame but myself. I am solely responsible for everything that is happening to me. If anything good has come out of this its that I learned a lesson. Several lessons actually. I learned to appreciate the good things in life. I've also learned to ignore the petty shit in life. I learned to not get so caught up in non-important stuff that I let the important stuff slip away.
I've learned a lot about self-discipline. I've learned a lot about love. I thought I knew everything. I thought I had everything planned out. I thought I was smart. The problem was that I wasn't smart at all. While I thought I was being "smart" I was actually being dumb as hell!
Another thing I've learned is not to beat myself up. Mistakes happen. I'm only human and I will never be perfect, but this situation will definitely make me better. I'm still growing and maturing. I have a long way to go, but slow progress is better than no progress, right?
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